Distressed

You cannot search your own being in a crowd of thousand. You cannot search your beingness in this world. Feeling lost ??

Why it happens that you have so much to write but cant express, and you feel so helpless. It feels as if you are on ur study table with your diary open but pen lost. Seriously, at one point of time life seems so null with a big hole and it seems none can fill it. It feels like you are falling in an endless pit. Your poor soul is filled up with faceless negative thoughts, life and world around appears to be full of IFs and BUTs. You will try to figure out the way u feeling. Is it nostalgic, lonely, distressed, bored or its "Help me out puhlzz!! m not able to name it ??"

Yes, this state is when ur heart and soul are passed out and will take their time to rejuvenate.